Negativity substantially never got no one no water no matter...how pee-pared one comes off.
There are many bonevolent cultures still very much in tact that also practice the religion of consumerism and hedonism. ie:Brazil.
Few are energy-independant, yet they very much exist. Existance is senile, believe That! Especially under dull-control.
--wisdom is silent and can only be demon-strated--
through Word, Wind, Water, and Wilderness.
I like Grim too.
What do you suppose happens to a HOT core and a COOLER exterior when a large rod is shoved deep inside Her Body just to survey Her resource, wealth, and history? Her blood the Bones of the past.
WELL....Physical Demon-stration may be necessary. But, then agen Everything Changes. Maya must grow and evolve and evolve and revolve. Forever and ever Ahhh-men. Until it stops.
Brain Only Knows The Facts: no matter how big I get...For: My Britches.
What molecule created You? Me? Them?
If I seperate myself from Us yang what does that make Yin.
Always one step ahead WTF and two steps behind BS.
summer-camps 2007 record it before time can cool it.
paused at paused
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i will draw you the picture,
then color it in with what really happened.
-begin.
umm... remember: build-shelters-444-L.U.T.E.
L=location, U=uses, T=shelter types, E=elements
meenz: shelters have... 4-places, 4-uses, 4-types (ditches, caves, trees,t-p,2tp,dbri-wall,hogan) 4-elements... all shelters have the same 4 elements: A.S.I.F. you didnt know:
i had three target-areas, three places on the road-map i wanted to land at.
but picked only one.
why?
to see if i can... do more...
with less.
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i landed safely... nights are still cold here. i like it... what a nice place for summer-camps.
here is the plan: june: build shelters for no-won (me know only) july: build shelters for RETs trusted august: build shels for\with new RETs
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all i got to do...
is find a places for each.
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and not to close together.
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i am sure who-ever else is reeding this... can figure it out... if not...
you need to get out more... you need to know what is where... what is around you...
before you start making choices... before somthing happens...
wise-words: as the bird by wandering as the sparrow by flying so the curse: causeless shall not come.
meenz: it meenz people die. only a few feet away. from what cood have saved them.
they just didnt know.
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umm...
anyways... thats the idea.
area-one: places no-won but me knows a place to get away from everything.
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area-two: places for RETS i trust. for friends.
but dont say anything, wait one year.
then you know for sure. faces change, but places
you do not want to loose.
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area-three: places for new RETS: A3 call them, meet them see how things go.
do you get-along? dont let looks fool you. show them things.
like how to build shels for L.U.T.E.
A3 is places for new faces, new energy, new ideas, markets, fairgrounds,
places where everyone goes.
places so miserable...
it dont matter if you loos it. or kids find-out where it is.
its just a place to practice... building.
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friendships are worth planning for.
area-one, area-two, area-three.
wow... i got alot of exploring to do, make every step count.
do-loops: pick a spot to stay for say one week, and each day do a loop in a different direction, coming back to camp each night.
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im done drawing. (stop reeding here)
time to start coloring...
time to fill it in with what i seen and found.
carry note-pad and broken pencil, need somthing...? write it down, do-NOT go get it.
wait till list is big, THEN...
go get it... saves time. no waste steps, make your walking count.
sometimes i write down how i want to spend tommorow: 2-10=explore 10=eat,etc. maybe cut out parts parts taking to much time.
doing this after a while (3 moons) i had alot of little papers, a log... a story of what happened, of things i did\found along the way.
so now i can color you somthing helpful,
now you can see three long moons... in just secounds, and reed peoples mistakes bumps, blunders, and blew-its.
so you do not have too...
hopefully...
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colors:
here is a list of... ideas, events, things did, words, hopes, thanks, and umm?
nothings in-order, but... things feeling important at some time... during those three moons.
its flashing in my mind right now, one last time,
type it here for all to see.
god what a mess... hold on, here it comes... a mental-trip into a past adventure:
i dont always translate what the mind can see into words... we all try... but why use words?
always keep your back-spine and foot-ankles stiff
or you will not have them when you need it.
keep tin-foil under your hat to stop sun-rays.
remember:never put aluminum in a micro-wave. now cell-phones use micro-waves.
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and stay out of car-phone-time. i almost got erased by an atv those 4-wheeled things.
but then...
they cant catch
what they cant see
therfore...
you dont exist.
they have no mind of you.
even if there is proof...
someone was here.
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area-one was still cold, a basement was warm, and happy, atriums, wow. dreemy, i need a place like this for books and tools and things.
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here is big news for anyone: MOVE-Things AS-Little As-possible
this meenz, to start out, you better not touch anything unless you have too.
if you are new in the area exploring for A1 A2 A3 ideas, hold it!, dont start building till you look around more.
and when you see it... yes, this is the place for a shel... do very little. just enuff to slide into.
you got places to go, a time limit, and you havent bin here long enuff, to know who or what else happens here.
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dont hurt plants, they bin here a little longer than you,
you rip and kill, and then wtf? time to go somewhere else... your gone. but the plant is not. let it go.
bild somthing just to see what-the-who happens to it. dont make it fancy, big, roomy, nor serious. first shels are never in the right place. they are just steps to better places later. save all strength and imagination for the next-x.
dont let new places excite you, dont say: ' WOW! this is gota be the ULTi-mate L=location '
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dont move things, people notice little things.
i lost a MAjor-wow!-location, just because someone said somthing in their trash pile... was missing.
who the hell watches their own trash-pile!!!?
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if you make the area hot... you got to move to another area. till things cool.
move every week or month. just to make sure the area stays cool.
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i was carefull with area-one. i like it here, its quiet. i keep it that way. i landed here.
at the time, it was the-only area i had.
one false move...
you-can take things without it being noticed, but you must decide what-can. that... is risky.
area-one: found plenty of S-shingles materials man-made...
found part of a crosley icy-ball in the basement.
dark and warm down here, even with air-vents open.
for one-hour sunlight will enter the vent and hit a white wall down here, everything gets bright, like someone turned on the lights.
its beautiful.
- area-two: places for RETs i trust or tested last year.
area-two: i can breeth now!, i-am-out of A1! this meenz i can be more bold more noisy, and it wont matter cuz i got another area if in trouble...( A1=no won but me )
A2: area-two has less people here, an old house here supplies much materials for RETS,
this place is gofer-burrbia! they dig up the ground.
but its a gate-way into the wilderness, a place where RETS can scream all they want! its freedom. and creeks come here only in-season. giving RETS a chance to store it, and hide it well.
yes, this is why i picked this area for A2. A3 can be bad places, places you dont mind loosing,
new RETS make plenty of blunders, mis-takes. you dont want them to know where A2 is.
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hikers motto: leeve no trace. sounds good, but un-reel. you mess things up, no matter where you are... so learn how.
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do you know... when you take somthing... you can leeve and go somewhere else, and forget about it.
but the person who lives here, can-not.
because he lives here!
you have awaked eternal-anger.
every-single-day he gets up, he can still SEE the place what it is\was missing.
in his mind... it happens all over again... every day!
still being stolen.
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please.
be care-full what you take. you must decide what is.
yes, the earth is the lords and all things in it.
and things dont really be-long to any of us, they just seem to fall into our watchful-care
but some items must hurt when they are taken or missing. you must decide what is.
resist the temptation, you will be glad later.
not glad now.
later.
some items are needs. some items are stupid... but have great-value to someone... it has senta-mental-value?
what-ever.
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ask yourself first:
if i take or do this... how many RETS will this cost me...?
if you do or take (or leev) somthing, you make the area hot and hard to pass for RETS coming here. in the few-chur
remember: traces loose places
and next time, they will be reddy for you. motion-detectors can catch you, destroy-ing years of work in just minutes.
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what is the result if i take or do this?
list all possibilities, pick out the worst, cuz they always happen.
murphys-law: if anything can go wrong... it will.
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i wrote a message to give someone because they burned my records. they said they wanted to protect me. they ment well.
but years later, i still feel... anger? i use it to lern lern my need... i need an Area-one! dont use it for anger...
aarrrgh! they cood have buried it, borrowed it, bought it, brought it to someone who cood use it, or copied it... but no...
they burnt it.
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look up the word 'stupid' in the dictionary. you will find this guys picture.
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it was mostly home-steading tools + instructions and many holy writings.
they didnt even look in the #^%$ box ! but it had my name on it... so they burnt it. !&$#*...this is for your protection? yea right, independence scares you dont it. so create scare-city?... smart move dim-wit.
lets just say... it still hurts... 2 years later! talking to them wood stirr-up anger. like adding wood to fire. and may loose more! but its just as wrong to say nothing...? so i wrote this little message:
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because of the-stewardship* please stop destroying things i feel are under my care.
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i said no more.
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i am trying to rip someones head off, but then a mountain-lion came near, trying to rip my head off.
we both looked at each others eyes for awhile.
you know what... your anger and problems go away reeeel quick when you finaly find a 'real' problem.
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what is the-stewardship?: * man is to be responsible for the things around him.
destroy meenz: can...not...get...back.
maybe papers are not useful to you... so sad... cuz someone needs it, and it exists!... that shood be a hint!
i feel gilty, i trash things, i-dont want to use it, so it must be...junk... in my way.
or i dont know understand it so i get afraid or worship it.
or its a weed. cuz i got know use for it.
burn it... hey no! whoever is reeding this... bury it... dont burn it.
few get that far... nor even know there is a stewardship.
but its my fault, i left it where hands can get it.
is that wrong?
i can not forgive? maybe i can not forget.
anyway, it will keep a lamp burning in me a long time, helps me see i need an area-one... reel bad. you-must have a place no-won knows. if you want to share somthing... make a copy first.
leev no-vent for anger.
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john 3:16 do you believe Jesu did these things for you? then the kingdom he is making is yours, now, and for always.
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more things to add color:
if got no weel-barl just drag it on two sticks like a snow-board.
i just left area-two, i planned the shel and listed materials found in the area to be helpful,
but that very next morning, all the trees in that L-location were cut down, the buzz-saws started at dawn, i heard shouts and big crashes, boys excited to see big things fall,
my hand was shaking bad, i cood not believe this. it was like a bad dream.
i felt sorry for the boys, they dont-know what they are doing.
they cood have bin the very boys i was to teach RET.
but no RET came.
i wasnt reddy. i was still searching area-three for places to teach new RETS. listing materials found in the area.
the A2 in A3 now looks like a dry-sandy place. they left nothing.
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Area-three turned out to be much different, many people, stores, parks!, cars. i liked the change, but sensed evil, a holocaust. i even cut A3 into parts: a1 a2 a3 A1:feed+market, just for me A2:trees cut down, sadly A3:parks, community-buildings
all inside the first A3.
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other colors to add:
found out how to spell J.O.Y. j=jesu o=others y=you
think what you look-like to others, sad isnt it... cuz looks dont say it.
and you do not see yourself, till you try to help others first, then suddenly you can see what you you need...
you dont need to watch television\videos, watch people who do. you will be glad you didnt.
and you dont really see others, till you spend-time with Jesu. sit near him... listen to his words...
suddenly you notice others and the deep need we really have.
to love and be loved by the Maker.
this is his-story. write your part well,
not-knowing how can be good...
suspense, action, adventure.
suprise meenz: they didnt know.
sometimes its the only way to slip past the garded gates...
they didnt know what was coming. when they did...
it was alreddy gone.
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knocked out before they even knew there was a fight.
the element of surprise.
very helpful.
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other colors to add: summer camps 2007 ended.
i feel like a blade that has bin made razor sharp.
i got my eyes full this year. i am strong with skill, wit, and customs that grew on me.
winter camps are going into total recall.
i return to winter camps fresh with ideas.
and exper-teez to know what works.
september is the first month with a 'ber' at the end of it.
its time to think of winter-shelters
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a black color: this summer seemed to start and end with ideas about carbon... the black stuff...
i found alot of burnt wood i used its powder to filter water.
on the last day i even took notes from paint-cans, caulks, sealants and other old containers seen often.
still trying to find the ulti-mate mix for dumping on my shelter to preserve it.
here is the notes\ideas i took: condensing-ideas and notes:
it works so well, because it was spinning when they made it,
trees do what they do, because somthing is spinning, unseen-forces, up and down, like a coil, not like a wheel. it just looks like a wheel.
nature dont use wheels, only spirals, things that work. we use wheels cuz were stupid. we want things to slow down as the go faster.
spirals go faster and faster as they become smaller. the direction is always big-slow to small-fast... thats nature.
death and decay was by man. to limit freedom, to get control.
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looking at containers... ever notice turpentine... is just steam from boiled pine wood.
linseed oil is just boiled down flax-seeds.
when it all boils down, all plants and animals do the same thing, a black-goo that is thick, durable, tuff, weather-resistant, stops rain, resists the sun. why?
it has more c-h per gallon, its condensed, concentrated juice. c-h meenz carbo-hydrates meenz carbon+water joined.
the strongest is sugar, honey, raisens
maybe i shood say h-c = hydrocarbons the strongest is oil, crude, tar, gasoline, asphalt-road
petroleum is just plants and animals, they got mooshed over time.
do not moosh-it all-the-way. if it was animals, it contains calcium, potash, potasium, stuff added to paint and shelters. fibers, leather (spun c-h),
you are then seeking to live in a seed, it has wood, oil, fat, water+sun resistant,
you are then seeking to live in a animal, it has all the right everything.
to support and move life.
you must build somthing that wants to spin, a house that makes itself... like the trees do.
like an explosion... only backwards.
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the periodic-table of elements,
periodic meens certain elements repeat themselves later, similar qualities, but different, the table shood be arranged like a spiral, you cood see it better.
look at the table the periodic-table of elements, if all complex elements came from a simpler (evolution) than hydrogen is the gate.
if all evolved... all therefore came from water...
read how god created the universe. water...
it is a gate-way.
how are plants and animal born? they all pass the womb, the water.
then all must become water again?
is it possible make a machine that can make any element you want? just add water.
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so these big mile-long accelerators smashing atoms is the wrong way, dont explode. implode. use a spiral.
plastic is h-c polymerized, polymerized meenz... boiled in a pot and drawn out of the pot, as it gets pulled out... it streches like cheese and starts spinning, making chains inside itself, becomes plastic.
this is called... polymerization?
much like a tree grows, cood a house?
look at water leev the pipe, it twists,
as water goes down the drain... it twists,
it wants to live. its telling you how to build.
- water, tar, plastic, varnish, preserves, protects, all very concentrates of carbon from different spins when it was living.
but when broken down by age?,boiled, eaten by chemicals, broken by sound, electrocuted, spun, imploded other ways to break it?
see encyclopedia:analytical devices, these devices always use some form of busting things up so you can see, view, or hear the differnt parts you want to 'analize'. look at better.
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corn and deer have all the desired ingredients for a shelter or making a paint-mix. why carbons? why not things that never lived? corn has fibers, high c-h concentrate, poly-dextrose. dextrose is corn.
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the key is not just ingredients, but-how you use it. extruded = pooped. icecream = just milk+c&h - but made with a special crafting process. (the container dont say, but im guessing its some kind of spining spiral + conditions)
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for related ideas (not the same) look up the word 'industry' in the encyclopedia. the mineral-industry? agriculture-industry? eg.how iron, oils, etc are taken and used.
fiber-glass, spun-fibers is yarn, spun-yarn is rope, spun rope is mats, cloth, sheets, baskets, fences, walls woven,malay
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what if your house was a tree or seed? where things are growing better every day.
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my first 'conditioning' of c-h seems to be...
turning it into foam...
you know corn turns to pop-corn,
plastics can be foamed, sprayed into a jell, or extruded like macaroni tubes.
cake-cream (calcium) can be whipped up into a fluffy mess.
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next way of turning seeds into fluff is bread. oregon-state is leader of making bread without yeast. some-kind of spray-gel instant method.
spiders do somthing with air, spinning it into a poly plastic thing, if method uses a chemical, it is only present during re-action.
i dont think a spider is not able to waste water and chemicals to make webs. it is done some other way, air-spin?
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you can find white calcium easy... many areas have ponds or places that were once under water, this will have a layer of dead sea-creatures in the dirt.
but now we are talking white, instead of black-stuff. white calcium adds strength to paint, you are painting bone on your shell.
when it gets hard... your shell is one big bone. the blak tar helps it stick longer. glue?
i know a white-powder is used to stop mold on dirt-walls, calcium? talc? and white-powder is scattered all over the floor in the dairy where the cows walk... lime? mold hates lime? and it attracts water like a sponge... desiccant so things around it stay dry.
dry meenz germs cant move. cant breed, cand spred, sanitary is the dairy.
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the best white used for paint comes from a black sand. but not easy to get.
titanium-dioxide (td:what ever that meenz) is used alot to stop plastic and paint from getting damaged by the sun, its in sun-screen lotion on your face,
td is a metal? but i cant find it, closest i can get is red-dirt, which is rich in iron. granite is quartz-rock (glassy white) and feldspar(blackish?) comes in grey or pinkish stone.
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mix into your dream-mix some kind of bug-repelent herb like pine-tree smoke? prevents mold and nothing grows under a pine tree... hint...hint... not over 5%percent
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you will need some bug-spray, ants were very bad sometimes, use chalk? watch where you sit down.
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ticks: a bug attaching to your skin... i found came right out if i tapped it to tell it to get out,
then wait 10 minutes, then just twist it one-quarter turn only and pull out at an angle, not straight out.
dont squash it, spreds germs.
make sure its head comes out, or you better heat the head so germs are killed.
so tiny.
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prevention: eat right, walk right. fast-relief ideas dont work, they only make you 'feel' better, but dont fix the problem.
fast-releif it incourages you to keep doing wrong. eat-well sleep-well.
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sometimes i didnt even have spoons, very bad, germs spread.
kept one hand for eating, the other hand for pooping.
always carry toilet paper and seeds, that way, when you poop, you can plant somthing too.
get ten things done at once.
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bury poop in the dirt, or in newspaper for now.
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no jerks...
if your walking... and someone comes
dont move quickly.
move slowly, walk on your heels, not your toes, or you will break somthing.
for no reason at all.
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better yet...
try to get down low till you know better what to do,
like bears and wild cats do.
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last-day at summer-camp, still got my broken pencil looking at paint-can labels:
---plastic roof cement: 12.sq.ft.pr.gal.@ 1/8th"thick (12 square feet per gallon at 1-8th inches thick) seals leaks under water
analysis: heavy-bodied asphat reinforced with long-fiber canadian asbestos (asbestos is rock that turned into glassy-hairs found near volcanoes by romans)
an additive is added that displaces water... meenz? i think it meenz if you put dirt in a jar of water and shake it, it will separate into layers,
water will be on top not on the bottom, so the additive must be some kind of clay-dirt.? they wont say.
see 'hydrolic-separation'
stands hot and cold weather, has no air-pollution restrictions as of 1976.
apply it 1-8th to 1-4th "inches thick. and 2" beyond hole.
if hole being patched is big bigger than 2" the goo cement can be made stronger by adding open-mesh glass-fabric into it.
like adding straw to clay-slop to make the block stronger.
clean tools used with kerosene wd-40, or paint-thinner, spirits all of which are hi in h+c. caused by distilling, like terpentine
they all penetrate (go deep) what they touch, skin,wood,stone,brick... soaks it up like water to a sponge(foam)
so its not good? for long uses on skin, eyes, breathing it. it interupts living systems (whatever they were doing)
like dumping grease on a highway or a walk-way, something is going to happen.
---wd-40: a petroleum distilate (basicly a paint-thinner) protects metal (interups oxidation so air cant eat the metal quickly)
yet breaks rust, rusty parts (oxydated)
---shoo-goo: contains chlorinated(a chemical crafting process) hydrocarbons(h+c) solvents, perchloro-ethylene, ethylene is a specially-spun plastic, look for words on bottom of drink-containers pet and hdpt and hpte
!!!remove all rust, dirt, and mildew, and slick layers, oils, smooth surfaces, etc. before applying goo.
---asphalt emulsion: for roof-metal or masonry weather-protection 100.sq.ft.pr.gal, needs no heat(method) nor thinner(method),waterproofs above or below grade (below ground is different, water can act like a pressure, pushing its way out of the wall and paint, water above ground dosnt do that. cuz your above grade.
preserves metal tanks and wood, anything under-ground. hmm... hobbit-ville here i come.
---exterior house-trim satin-latex: sun-proof, non-chalking (? will not become the powder you are breething as it gets old), fast-dry(some additives make things dry faster... powder?lime?)
mildew-resistant, 400.sq.ft.pr.gal (very very thin) surface must be primed,smooth,non-porous surfaces only
caution: condenses...releases? ethylene-glycol (plastic-goo-gas-toxic? and esters cause kidney and liver damage.
do not breeth,eat, get in eye.
order of analysis: acrylic-resin (spun-c+h-glop) 60%,water 30%, titanium-dioxide(rusted metal) (protects from sun), ethylene-glycol, esters + additives = 10%
---aluminum cans: found everywhere i go, tempted to use them for roof-tile s=shingles. shels are small enuff.
---thompsons water-seal: water-proofing formula 200.sq.ft.pr.gal famous picture of seal sea-animal.
water-proofing formula smells like spirits or any other thinner. kerosene? solvents
analysis: contains petroleum distilate. not for water-based paints or stains.
application: add to paint-mix or 3-30 days 'before' laytex paint coat. let soak 15min.
use on wood,brick,stone,concrete,canvas, adobe,vegetation?
slows efflorescence and cracking.
is-not for below-ground uses. where water-forces create hydrolic pressure
---phosphates = piss? powder foam milk
---satin-latex wall-paint for in-terior use
analysis:
pigment = 33.8% (crayon colors?) contains: titanium-dioxide 15.9%(metal, use alumina?) the four most common elements on earth: silica alumina nitrogen silica + silicates 17.9% (sand, quartz) tinting material < %5
vehicle 66.2% (helps move things into place, and keeps it in place) contains: vinyl-acetate ( special-spun c+h plastic with a chemical-method) is? acrylic-resin 13.6% glycol esthers and esters spun? 2.6% flow-additives 4.8% (probbly linseed oil) water 45.2%
can paint 300.sq.yrds.pr.gallon
---acrylic laytex ex-terior primers: may add tint colors or water, not more than 5% not used as a top-coat... so paint over it. helps keep paint over it lasting longer, holding better. prime: meenz it gets surface reddy for painting. it is painting. it is the first coat.
useful on wood, stucco, metal
---resin-oil-based redwood-stain contains petroleum-distilate, do two coats atleast. for exterior finishes? interior is safer, less smell?
---carbides... the strongest knives in the world... are carbon and ceramics? (plastic and dirt) not metals. spun together of course.
---paint-remover: 100% mineral-spirits (not carbons? minerals(rocks) removes paint, varnish, shellac, latex, lacquer, enamel,urethane, most stains... all wonderful words, all meen the same thing... carbon spun different ways, except enamel... i think that has... bones teeth?
do not use on plastics or rubber.
harmless to wood, metal, leather, plaster, glass, glue,veneer
danger: poison... has methylene-chloride(salt?) and methanol... let vapors escape first.
fire-hazard... until dry? any source of high-c+h concentrate will... react with oxygen quickly, fibers in or near it will burst into flames.
---white-glue: non-toxic, uses: wood, clean,dry surface first, clamp for 30min.
on ceramics, broken jars, stone? add a coat of glue to both surfaces, in 15min add a secound coat to one side and press both sides firmly together.
---asphalt: info see human-interest library volume three p.122 it is a red book in box at area-one, see also gas-industry and agriculture industry
---how to paint walls: draw a great-big-M zig-zag across area, the cross it out by going back and forth, with a lifting-motion with each stroke.
---ceramic-tile adhesive for floor and wall. this is the only glop i found in a plastic-can. all the other paints are kept in metal (rock?)alumina for floor and wall use, not flamable, water-resistant
synthetic(meens man-made by oil) laytex-based for interiors, over wood,masonry surfaces, on or below ground-level grade, apply to clean dry surface, then stick the tiles onto it, within 20 min.
cure at 70f for one day, spread at 60'degree angle with trawel check tile to see if its sticking if not, remove dried skin, re-stick
can do 50.sq.ft.pr.gallon at 1/8th inch thik
---words: plastic resin glue epoxy oil-based, water-based, baked-enamel, oleum, siliconized acrylic-laytex caulk, paint, adhesives, metal-primer, cement, chlorinated, solvents, do not inhale, some mixes can cure in bad weather, some can cure even without removing old-paint, grease, junk first.
plastics: formica pvc fiber-glass
---linseed-oil: great for wood-tools, wood-anything, preseves metal too stops rust, add it to a paint mix to make it more durable tuff
---thinner: for paints,varnish,and enamels that are to thick.
releases acidic-acid when curing
end of the black-color
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another color:
much thanks to x-vizn.txt and pi_ret89 for her words, they helped inspire my plans for the summer.
and sometimes kept me going.
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seeds! i was worried about RETS they need to eat seeds!
the bag says whole-grain goodness. but i doubt it. the only way to be sure... is to see the seed yourself.
you need the whole-seed. somthing in it gives you power. heart-disease was not normal, till today.
but when they wanted bread to last they took the part out that made it spoil.
now it lasts for weeks! and flour lasts moonts! because it has no food-value. strange thing is,
it was the part that made your heart strong... the germ, now you buy junk, and they sale the germ separatly.
you bin fooled.
and poisoned.
drop some near an ant hill, they wont touch it. bury it in wormy soil, they wont touch it.
look at apples... why do you think that worm goes straight for the seed...? is it telling you somthing
somthing health-professionals dont want you to know?
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do you know what the-economy is? its man-made, they make things valuable... by creating a scare-city of it. then you must go to work-stress to get it.
they want to place everything into 'scarcity', then call it 'progress' when in reality... everything is going extinct.
when god made it free for all.
man-kind is just not reddy for freedom, truth, and the natural-way, ways things were... and still are... if you can-see them,
people are to busy(controled) to take notice of flowers and birds, ants, and things that cry freeness+plenty-for-all. and the way they act.
the-economy is to control people. they want to limit your power. cuz if they dont, you: may try to control: them... you see? its fear, its greed, its sad.
but probly true.
so sister fights sister, brother kills brother. anger and madness rules.
then they say the economy is looking good.
when truthfully, the world can exist only without one. yoo-whoo? almost anarchy.
but what is really missing? a new hear-t.
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RETS! stay away from arti-ficial sweetners, god its everywhere now... the nutra-sweet generation all died of cancer, now they re-named their poisons to 'splenda' brand.
forget the benefits, we are in the 'economy', right now they want people to be the next 'scarcity' so the w.h.o. of the n.w.o. wants to poison all of us.
look at the stones erected in honor of the n.w.o.(new world order) the first commandment is: keep and maintain human population at or below 500 million.
many governments have signed a bio-diversities treaty stating it. they want you fucking dead. read the book of revelation.
stars dont fall from heaven to the earth. they are to big. the one who wrote that 2,000 years ago saw nuke-war-weapons fired at the earth.
if you didnt know what a nuke was, never saw a car or a plane... what wood you write?
you wood tell everyone you saw stars falling from heaven, killing everything. mostly everything.
- eat sweets and foods as closely to the natural-state as you can get thats all i can say.
fresh is not easy these days, people accept a little poison.
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splenda sweetner is just one strange word i seen on containers. do you know what rat-poison is? read the ingredients yourself:
its 99.99% good-food stuff you like-need. and 00.01% hexatetrahydro whatever, to kill you.
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yes, i still explore-travel with a bed-sheet, the leef-pattern on is identical to my surroundings,
it has saved my neck many times, places and things i can not write, strange things i seen, you must live it to believe it.
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i know the one reeding this
will.
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other colors: i was right, i was worried about winter-camp all summer, now i will be drewl-ing over summer-camp ideas, all winter.
i am a steward, a servant of many things now, its good things i worry about. so, its o-k.
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then god takes them all away, to remind me who he is, and make me cry, he is all i need.
then he gives me twice as much as i had before, because my heart is right.
he knows i can be responsible, (in ways only you and you only can respond) but only when i remember, things... are not... my god, they dont save me.
he saves me, he is my joy.
your Maker made you for him, and things for you.
you were not made...
for things.
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called to be a ruler. not to be a slave.
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called to have dominion (care) not smash the earth to bits.
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found a man-size sickle in the basement, this thing cut grain, made men strong. i wrote a note on it:
hold this stick and it will give you life,
gas-prices will not.
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found old water-pipes going to the sink,
insulation around it,
a blak-glopy sap-pitch-paint on the fluff made the outside stiff, kept it dry.
looked like a coat dipped in mud and dried hard. still fluffy on the inside.
this made me think...
my shelter cood be fluff, and poorly built, but if it had just a thin layer of glop to keep out rain, and make it airproof...
just like an egg... white-jelly insulation protected by a super-thin calcium layer.
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boil an egg, cut the white,
when dried it shrinks, cuz it was foam?, turns clear, and wont crack.
like elmers clear-glue.
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also found stiff-foam... a big styro-foam block, covered lightly with tar. a simple trick. but amazing what ideas it gives me.
carving things i want, from fluff then lightly painted to protect it.
you cood make a wonder land! sounds like movie props. sounds like ceramics... just dirt... with a thin goo of protection, bone-hard. sun-proof.
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more colors:
at night in the new area... i felt the strange presence of the way this area must have bin-like 100-years ago,
i record it now because, when you get to know the people, and the sun comes up... they will paint another mind on you. (todays attitude, present times) and you wont see or sense... what was, what cood yet be... what shood be.
these are joys only a traveler sees, everyone else forgets... daily... because they live here. they wake up, and get used to a... rutt.
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a small place for water, hay, seeds becomes a place for the boy i was, homeless,miss-led by short-term viktory of wrong methods (the economy, cars?)
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collect water and seed, be with them * who do, set tasks for boys and girls, make rooms for flocks and birds, and strangers too.
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method: lay aside all else, cut to save time, expect attacks, raids, holocaust-type arrests,
naybr boys traking you. and snooping grls.
all a threat to your location.
i want to help them... but not when they are this close, must move out of this area.
dont wake the beez!
- saw a few computers... but i need one of those gadgets i saw in a office-supply store. it was shaped like... a broken pencil.
you plug it into the keyboard port, then the keyboard into it. it is fairly un-noticable. it records all keystrokes made by the user.
when the user is gone... a special command opens up it memmory and displays all the things the user typed...
this includes passwords... i hope...
or you got to open the computer and hit some kind of dip-switch to totaly re-start the computer...
as-in... totaly... new password, etc.
try these search-words at google.com: key-stroke record attached to keyboard input
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this record got long!
umm... i dont just type what im thinking. most of it was from
the broken pencil...
and used it only when somthing seemed real important to note.
so im not just jibbering.
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hope you liked it.
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not at all accurate, not at all interesting... but it shows someone is sniffing around for c.l.w.z.
c=containers l=lights... a clock was fun too. w=water z=zaps=power-plug-ins
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when i get to winter-camps i got four thing to fix
#1 post this long report 8-8-07.txt #2 find a place for stuff #3 find+share stuff again #4 re-peet what i did this summer in winter spots new.
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eternal life is right stand and step with god. it is not somthing you earn, he gives, if he gives, you take, take it on faith. in hope, with love.
A good hug will never let you down. Believe that please. I am speechless. This is good. This feels good. 3 words that can save the modern world. I LOVE YOU!! My time is limited for now. TRUST is what we need. It is what God needs/wants.
I have so much for you already-in such a short amount of days/weaks/moonths/years. I keep writing them down-allday, when I awake from dreams,after the Epiphany,end on end on...
I hope one day you will see them cuz I know that you will like them. sead and All.
KNOW that Iam working HARD for the errection of these master-peaces. the little hand-strokes make the peace at the end of the goal. (so I say artistically)
NOW let me get to your point!
My work is never done!!! (Think about that cuz that is, what it is.)
I want you for my own. Not to own; just for me alone.
I wood rather be alone and die than share my WOO-D. (callmecrazy)
I cried today in the library. Was I thinking of an emo...no...there just was one. Do I know what It was? no...there was just one.
I know, I'll have two husbands! One to be naked (of the soul) and to play and experiment and have fun fun with. And One to get down and dirty in the tactiles with. Neither one can possibly understand All of me.
uhuuhmm...bullshit! Oh ex-use me. Let me repeat myself clearly.
I would rather be alone and die then live by all the rules of conventional society and/or share.
getnjizy4u and forgive. if i just call you 'maiden.' grama108.txt - - - - v1-16-08, 6am. letter to the Ret-maiden... Dear Maiden, How Are You!...? ..i just.. felt.. i needed.. to write.. you... ?...again. - umm... - the skys are... beautiful today and.... (sob). (choke)...god.. - this is so... 'hard' for me to TpYE... ...um... - ...o..k. um...let me take a deep breath... fffff.... - ...o..k.(i can do this) um...i rely dont know..
Deer Est. 08-08-08; Trying hard to get this not so hard so maybe we might then make something hard...i meen make some more hard stuff. errr... damn! your "um" is kinda sexy. Me try to make "laff". Love Laugh! (No really, -- really really do/am able to type in basic engles. Really.) If i-- coold make myself say something sensible/unwierd/unwordy/pointful Yes, yes, that is it...point.fullll. what is up with this ? my eloquent verbalization powers are -useless- when all i can do is think about seeing your smiley sunshiny um smile-face. i know... i will point to things (ther's that word again) Oh wait, i know now...i will take your hand and just show you where to place It/Things/Words...Hands/Trust I swear with my mouth I will hand over something worth reading/seeing/feeling in responses-s-s to your boy-girl study AND your s-e-x-y-letters that I LOVE. All-so i am awaiting The Arrival! of: (today) --my WWOOF 08 Contacts. I have also considered closet farming for Now. and/or jet-plain consol-i-dating to meet 2-closet-farm requirements (wish-list/fantaseas) A battle between bought-land vs illegal taxation has me at a standstill. All-so I'em afeared of being raped or taken advantage of in commun-ities IF i do-nut choose my allies very very care-fully. The-Best-Of People seem to like to Fuck-Me. i'em sore sick and weary of getting fucked.
is very hard being wide open. I like it like that though...'wide-open' feels better for me.
deer swheat lovely friendly sexy beast; your goosy-girl (gander) is ret/g your world sooner than later. the summer nights R getting longer...for me to love you more.
For All: please watch for new posts on "How To Have A Real Emotion and Enjoy It."
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mood: tense.
the ones near you,
need help.
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i hope these contacts
farms, tribes, other groups,
will make a door for them.
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Here is another one:
hello i want you to try www.galeeb.blogspot.com
become a Ret.
make the move.
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one world,
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does any of this clue you in ?
nope.
-no end-
here is an old one:
Yeup,
you got it.
Try to get in at
www.galeeb.blogspot.com
www.chick.com/reading/tracts/0001/0001_01.asp?wpc=0001_01.asp&wpp=c
mood: tense.
the ones near you,
need help.
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i hope these contacts
farms, tribes, other groups,
will make a door for them.
new post: see ret-water.blogspot.com
the one called 'DRugs'.
look at it.
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its hellish.
they wiped us out.
they betrayed us.
and its legal.
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- more cutters got'a KNOW about dis.
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I will try to be shorter:
I trust J-sus as My save-er,
not Mary, baptism, or good behaviour.
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but yeah. i still feel dum when i do bad things.
so when its over I come back to the one who loves me.
Father forgive me, for J-sus sake.
pray for me.
I trust your blood for these new mistakes i made.
I trust also that, you havve heard this cry, erased it.
and will in power, gide what i do and think about next.
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cuz you want too.
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In you O Lord do i put my Trust.
again.
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ug. ! oH... K. ! ? Lets say it this way:
Evr seen sum-1 sneez in cold weather ?
Yu see stuff shoot yards from their mouth. right?
Well... it always does that.
you just sEE it better in winter.
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How Long have people bin spraying themselves with cars and jets?
(the lead goes into you head so you probly dont knoe.)
oR, No. , How Long has Mankind lived without it !
Who do uu think is more correct: them or us ?
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notice most people of History...
- Lived where they Worked.
- didnt Leev home, cuz THats wher the Food was.
- never traveled farther than a days walk.
- never went more than 30 miles from home
their entire lives! (except festivals)
- 90% lived on farms, ( not the kind they call 'farm' today )
- 10% lived in town. ( a village )
a 'town' today wood be 'total-evil' to them.
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BUT now people got it all back-words.
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so, is people stupid?... Holy - FXXX - Yes !
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I Hope this message SLAPS some sense n2 Yu.
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Feed a man a fish and you feed him for a night.
Teach a man to fish and you feed him for his life.
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some hope you dont.
they fix it so you dont find out how.
they want to stay boss. freedom isnt the goal.
(sik Bastrdz)
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LoRD help mE !
I am sur-rounded with idiots.
And now they want to make me 1-2.
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Dairy Mother says:
'Yu become like the people you are with the most'
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And the New Year iznt New.
If Yu dont make Today
difrnt Too.
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RE: Idiocracy
Negativity substantially never got no one no water no matter...how pee-pared one comes off.
There are many bonevolent cultures still very much in tact that also practice the religion of consumerism and hedonism.
ie:Brazil.
Few are energy-independant, yet they very much exist. Existance is senile, believe That! Especially under dull-control.
--wisdom is silent and can only be demon-strated--
through Word, Wind, Water, and Wilderness.
I like Grim too.
What do you suppose happens to a HOT core and a COOLER exterior when a large rod is shoved deep inside Her Body just to survey Her resource, wealth, and history? Her blood the Bones of the past.
WELL....Physical Demon-stration may be necessary.
But, then agen Everything Changes. Maya must grow and evolve and evolve and revolve. Forever and ever Ahhh-men.
Until it stops.
Brain Only Knows The Facts: no matter how big I get...For: My Britches.
What molecule created You? Me? Them?
If I seperate myself from Us yang what does that make Yin.
Always one step ahead WTF and two steps behind BS.
--
Which Is More Authoritive : The BOOK or The AUTHOR?
thankyou for the moon
http://www.who.int/water_sanitation_health/dwq/nutconsensus/en/
8-8-07.txt - - - - v8-10-07 2pm -
summer-camps 2007
record it before time can cool it.
paused at paused
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i will draw you the picture,
then color it in with what really happened.
-begin.
umm... remember:
build-shelters-444-L.U.T.E.
L=location, U=uses, T=shelter types, E=elements
meenz: shelters have...
4-places, 4-uses, 4-types (ditches, caves, trees,t-p,2tp,dbri-wall,hogan)
4-elements... all shelters have the same 4 elements:
A.S.I.F. you didnt know:
A=airproof,s=shingles(4rain),I=insulation,F=fire(heat)
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with L.U.T.E. in mind
i packed stuff and went.
i had three target-areas,
three places on the road-map
i wanted to land at.
but picked only one.
why?
to see if i can... do more...
with less.
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i landed safely...
nights are still cold here.
i like it... what a nice place for summer-camps.
here is the plan:
june: build shelters for no-won (me know only)
july: build shelters for RETs trusted
august: build shels for\with new RETs
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all i got to do...
is find a places for each.
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and not to close together.
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i am sure who-ever else is reeding this...
can figure it out... if not...
you need to get out more...
you need to know what is where...
what is around you...
before you start making choices...
before somthing happens...
wise-words:
as the bird by wandering
as the sparrow by flying
so the curse: causeless
shall not come.
meenz:
it meenz people die.
only a few feet away.
from what cood have saved them.
they just didnt know.
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umm...
anyways... thats the idea.
area-one:
places no-won but me knows
a place to get away from everything.
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area-two:
places for RETS i trust.
for friends.
but dont say anything,
wait one year.
then you know for sure.
faces change, but places
you do not want to loose.
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area-three:
places for new RETS: A3
call them, meet them
see how things go.
do you get-along?
dont let looks fool you.
show them things.
like how to build shels
for L.U.T.E.
A3 is places for new faces,
new energy, new ideas,
markets, fairgrounds,
places where everyone goes.
places so miserable...
it dont matter if you loos it.
or kids find-out where it is.
its just a place to practice...
building.
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friendships are worth planning for.
area-one, area-two, area-three.
wow... i got alot of exploring to do,
make every step count.
do-loops: pick a spot to stay for
say one week, and each day do a loop
in a different direction, coming back
to camp each night.
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im done drawing.
(stop reeding here)
time to start coloring...
time to fill it in with what
i seen and found.
carry note-pad and broken pencil,
need somthing...?
write it down,
do-NOT go get it.
wait till list is big,
THEN...
go get it... saves time.
no waste steps, make your walking
count.
sometimes i write down how i want to
spend tommorow: 2-10=explore 10=eat,etc.
maybe cut out parts
parts taking to much time.
doing this after a while (3 moons)
i had alot of little papers,
a log... a story of what happened,
of things i did\found along the way.
so now i can color you somthing helpful,
now you can see three long moons...
in just secounds,
and reed peoples mistakes
bumps, blunders, and blew-its.
so you do not have too...
hopefully...
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colors:
here is a list of...
ideas, events, things did, words, hopes,
thanks, and umm?
nothings in-order, but...
things feeling important
at some time...
during those three moons.
its flashing in my mind
right now,
one last time,
type it here for all to see.
god what a mess... hold on, here it comes...
a mental-trip into a past adventure:
i dont always translate what the mind can see
into words... we all try... but why use words?
always keep your back-spine
and foot-ankles stiff
or you will not have them
when you need it.
keep tin-foil under your hat
to stop sun-rays.
remember:never put aluminum in a micro-wave.
now cell-phones use micro-waves.
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and stay out of car-phone-time.
i almost got erased by an atv
those 4-wheeled things.
but then...
they cant catch
what they cant see
therfore...
you dont exist.
they have no mind of you.
even if there is proof...
someone was here.
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area-one was still cold, a basement
was warm, and happy, atriums, wow.
dreemy, i need a place like this for
books and tools and things.
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here is big news for anyone:
MOVE-Things AS-Little As-possible
this meenz, to start out,
you better not touch anything
unless you have too.
if you are new in the area
exploring for A1 A2 A3 ideas,
hold it!, dont start building till you
look around more.
and when you see it...
yes, this is the place for a shel...
do very little.
just enuff to slide into.
you got places to go, a time limit,
and you havent bin here long enuff,
to know who or what else happens here.
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dont hurt plants,
they bin here a little longer than you,
you rip and kill, and then wtf?
time to go somewhere else... your gone.
but the plant is not.
let it go.
bild somthing just to see what-the-who happens to it.
dont make it fancy, big, roomy, nor serious.
first shels are never in the right place.
they are just steps to better places later.
save all strength and imagination for the next-x.
dont let new places excite you,
dont say:
' WOW! this is gota be the ULTi-mate L=location '
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dont move things,
people notice little things.
i lost a MAjor-wow!-location,
just because someone said
somthing in their trash pile...
was missing.
who the hell watches their own
trash-pile!!!?
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if you make the area hot...
you got to move to another area.
till things cool.
move every week or month.
just to make sure the area
stays cool.
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i was carefull with area-one.
i like it here, its quiet.
i keep it that way.
i landed here.
at the time, it was
the-only area i had.
one false move...
you-can take things
without it being noticed,
but you must decide what-can.
that... is risky.
area-one:
found plenty of S-shingles materials
man-made...
found part of a crosley icy-ball in
the basement.
dark and warm down here,
even with air-vents open.
for one-hour sunlight will
enter the vent and hit
a white wall down here,
everything gets bright,
like someone turned on
the lights.
its beautiful.
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area-two: places for RETs i trust or tested last year.
area-two:
i can breeth now!, i-am-out of A1!
this meenz i can be more bold
more noisy, and it wont matter cuz
i got another area if
in trouble...( A1=no won but me )
A2: area-two has less people here,
an old house here supplies much
materials for RETS,
this place is
gofer-burrbia!
they dig up the ground.
but its a gate-way into the wilderness,
a place where RETS can scream all they want!
its freedom. and creeks come here only in-season.
giving RETS a chance to store it, and hide it well.
yes, this is why i picked this area for A2.
A3 can be bad places, places you dont mind loosing,
new RETS make plenty of blunders, mis-takes.
you dont want them to know where A2 is.
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hikers motto: leeve no trace.
sounds good, but un-reel.
you mess things up, no matter where you are...
so learn how.
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do you know...
when you take somthing...
you can leeve and go somewhere else,
and forget about it.
but the person who lives here,
can-not.
because he lives here!
you have awaked eternal-anger.
every-single-day he gets up,
he can still SEE the place
what it is\was missing.
in his mind... it happens all
over again... every day!
still being stolen.
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please.
be care-full what you take.
you must decide what is.
yes, the earth is the lords
and all things in it.
and things dont really be-long
to any of us, they just seem
to fall into our watchful-care
but some items must hurt when
they are taken or missing.
you must decide what is.
resist the temptation,
you will be glad later.
not glad now.
later.
some items are needs.
some items are stupid...
but have
great-value to someone...
it has senta-mental-value?
what-ever.
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ask yourself first:
if i take or do this...
how many RETS will this cost me...?
if you do or take (or leev) somthing,
you make the area hot and hard
to pass for RETS coming here.
in the few-chur
remember: traces loose places
and next time, they will be reddy for you.
motion-detectors can catch you,
destroy-ing years of work
in just minutes.
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what is the result if i take or do this?
list all possibilities, pick out the worst,
cuz they always happen.
murphys-law: if anything can go wrong...
it will.
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i wrote a message to give someone
because they burned my records.
they said they wanted to protect me.
they ment well.
but years later, i still feel... anger?
i use it to lern
lern my need... i need an Area-one!
dont use it for anger...
aarrrgh!
they cood have buried it, borrowed it, bought it,
brought it to someone who cood use it, or copied it...
but no...
they burnt it.
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look up the word 'stupid' in the dictionary.
you will find this guys picture.
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it was mostly home-steading tools + instructions
and many holy writings.
they didnt even look in the #^%$ box !
but it had my name on it... so they burnt it.
!&$#*...this is for your protection?
yea right, independence scares you dont it.
so create scare-city?... smart move dim-wit.
lets just say... it still hurts... 2 years later!
talking to them wood stirr-up anger.
like adding wood to fire. and may loose more!
but its just as wrong to say nothing...?
so i wrote this little message:
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because of the-stewardship*
please stop destroying things i feel
are under my care.
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i said no more.
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i am trying to rip someones head off,
but then a mountain-lion came near, trying to rip my head off.
we both looked at each others eyes for awhile.
you know what...
your anger and problems
go away reeeel quick
when you finaly find a 'real' problem.
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what is the-stewardship?:
* man is to be responsible for the things around him.
destroy meenz:
can...not...get...back.
maybe papers are not useful to you...
so sad... cuz someone needs it,
and it exists!... that shood be a hint!
i feel gilty, i trash things,
i-dont want to use it,
so it must be...junk... in my way.
or i dont know understand it
so i get afraid or worship it.
or its a weed. cuz i got know use for it.
burn it... hey no!
whoever is reeding this...
bury it... dont burn it.
few get that far... nor even know
there is a stewardship.
but its my fault, i left it where hands can get it.
is that wrong?
i can not forgive?
maybe i can not forget.
anyway, it will keep a lamp burning in me a long time,
helps me see i need an area-one... reel bad.
you-must have a place no-won knows.
if you want to share somthing...
make a copy first.
leev no-vent for anger.
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john 3:16
do you believe Jesu did these things for you?
then the kingdom he is making is yours,
now, and for always.
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more things to add color:
if got no weel-barl
just drag it on two sticks
like a snow-board.
i just left area-two,
i planned the shel
and listed materials found in the area
to be helpful,
but that very next morning,
all the trees in that L-location
were cut down,
the buzz-saws started at dawn,
i heard shouts and big crashes,
boys excited to see big things fall,
my hand was shaking bad,
i cood not believe this.
it was like a bad dream.
i felt sorry for the boys,
they dont-know what they are doing.
they cood have bin the very boys
i was to teach RET.
but no RET came.
i wasnt reddy. i was still searching
area-three for places to teach new RETS.
listing materials found in the area.
the A2 in A3 now looks like a dry-sandy place.
they left nothing.
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Area-three turned out to be much different,
many people, stores, parks!, cars.
i liked the change, but sensed evil, a holocaust.
i even cut A3 into parts: a1 a2 a3
A1:feed+market, just for me
A2:trees cut down, sadly
A3:parks, community-buildings
all inside the first A3.
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other colors to add:
found out how to spell J.O.Y.
j=jesu o=others y=you
think what you look-like to others,
sad isnt it... cuz looks dont say it.
and you do not see yourself,
till you try to help others first,
then suddenly you can see what you
you need...
you dont need to watch television\videos,
watch people who do.
you will be glad you didnt.
and you dont really see others,
till you spend-time with Jesu.
sit near him...
listen to his words...
suddenly you notice others
and the deep need we really have.
to love and be loved
by the Maker.
this is his-story.
write your part well,
not-knowing how
can be good...
suspense, action, adventure.
suprise meenz:
they didnt know.
sometimes its the only way to slip past
the garded gates...
they didnt know what was coming.
when they did...
it was alreddy gone.
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knocked out before they
even knew there was a fight.
the element of surprise.
very helpful.
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other colors to add:
summer camps 2007 ended.
i feel like a blade that
has bin made razor sharp.
i got my eyes full this year.
i am strong with skill, wit,
and customs that grew on me.
winter camps are going into
total recall.
i return to winter camps
fresh with ideas.
and exper-teez to know
what works.
september is the first month
with a 'ber' at the end of it.
its time to think of
winter-shelters
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a black color:
this summer seemed to start
and end with ideas about
carbon... the black stuff...
i found alot of burnt wood
i used its powder to filter water.
on the last day
i even took notes from
paint-cans, caulks, sealants and
other old containers seen often.
still trying to find the ulti-mate mix
for dumping on my shelter
to preserve it.
here is the notes\ideas i took:
condensing-ideas and notes:
it works so well, because it
was spinning when they made it,
trees do what they do,
because somthing is spinning,
unseen-forces, up and down,
like a coil, not like a wheel.
it just looks like a wheel.
nature dont use wheels,
only spirals, things that work.
we use wheels cuz were stupid.
we want things to slow down
as the go faster.
spirals go faster and faster as
they become smaller.
the direction is always big-slow
to small-fast... thats nature.
death and decay was by man.
to limit freedom, to get control.
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looking at containers...
ever notice turpentine...
is just steam from boiled pine wood.
linseed oil is just boiled down flax-seeds.
when it all boils down,
all plants and animals do the same thing,
a black-goo that is thick, durable, tuff,
weather-resistant,
stops rain, resists the sun. why?
it has more c-h per gallon,
its condensed, concentrated juice.
c-h meenz carbo-hydrates
meenz carbon+water joined.
the strongest is sugar, honey, raisens
maybe i shood say h-c = hydrocarbons
the strongest is oil, crude, tar, gasoline, asphalt-road
petroleum is just plants and animals,
they got mooshed over time.
do not moosh-it all-the-way.
if it was animals,
it contains calcium, potash, potasium,
stuff added to paint and shelters.
fibers, leather (spun c-h),
you are then seeking to live in a seed,
it has wood, oil, fat, water+sun resistant,
you are then seeking to live in a animal,
it has all the right everything.
to support and move life.
you must build somthing that wants to spin,
a house that makes itself...
like the trees do.
like an explosion... only backwards.
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the periodic-table of elements,
periodic meens certain elements repeat themselves later,
similar qualities, but different, the table shood be arranged
like a spiral, you cood see it better.
look at the table the periodic-table of elements,
if all complex elements came from a simpler (evolution)
than hydrogen is the gate.
if all evolved... all therefore came
from water...
read how god created the universe.
water...
it is a gate-way.
how are plants and animal born?
they all pass the womb, the water.
then all must become water again?
is it possible make a machine
that can make any element you want?
just add water.
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so these big mile-long accelerators
smashing atoms is the wrong way,
dont explode. implode.
use a spiral.
plastic is h-c polymerized,
polymerized meenz... boiled in a pot
and drawn out of the pot,
as it gets pulled out... it streches like cheese
and starts spinning, making chains inside itself,
becomes plastic.
this is called... polymerization?
much like a tree grows,
cood a house?
look at water leev the pipe,
it twists,
as water goes down the drain...
it twists,
it wants to live.
its telling you how to build.
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water, tar, plastic, varnish,
preserves, protects, all very
concentrates of carbon from
different spins when it was living.
but when broken down by age?,boiled,
eaten by chemicals, broken by sound,
electrocuted, spun, imploded
other ways to break it?
see encyclopedia:analytical devices,
these devices always use some form
of busting things up so you can see,
view, or hear the differnt parts you
want to 'analize'. look at better.
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corn and deer have all the desired
ingredients for a shelter or making a paint-mix.
why carbons? why not things that never lived?
corn has fibers, high c-h concentrate, poly-dextrose.
dextrose is corn.
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the key is not just ingredients,
but-how you use it.
extruded = pooped.
icecream = just milk+c&h - but made
with a special crafting process.
(the container dont say, but im guessing
its some kind of spining spiral + conditions)
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for related ideas (not the same)
look up the word 'industry' in the encyclopedia.
the mineral-industry? agriculture-industry?
eg.how iron, oils, etc are taken and used.
fiber-glass, spun-fibers is yarn, spun-yarn is rope,
spun rope is mats, cloth, sheets, baskets, fences, walls
woven,malay
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what if your house was a tree or seed?
where things are growing better every day.
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my first 'conditioning' of c-h
seems to be...
turning it into foam...
you know corn turns to pop-corn,
plastics can be foamed,
sprayed into a jell,
or extruded like macaroni tubes.
cake-cream (calcium) can be whipped
up into a fluffy mess.
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next way of turning seeds into fluff
is bread. oregon-state is leader of
making bread without yeast.
some-kind of spray-gel instant method.
spiders do somthing with air,
spinning it into a poly plastic thing,
if method uses a chemical, it is
only present during re-action.
i dont think a spider is not able
to waste water and chemicals to make
webs. it is done some other way,
air-spin?
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you can find white calcium easy...
many areas have ponds or places
that were once under water,
this will have a layer of
dead sea-creatures in the dirt.
but now we are talking white,
instead of black-stuff.
white calcium adds strength to paint,
you are painting bone on your shell.
when it gets hard...
your shell is one big bone.
the blak tar helps it stick longer.
glue?
i know a white-powder is used to
stop mold on dirt-walls, calcium?
talc? and white-powder is scattered
all over the floor in the dairy
where the cows walk... lime?
mold hates lime? and it attracts
water like a sponge... desiccant
so things around it stay dry.
dry meenz germs cant move.
cant breed, cand spred,
sanitary is the dairy.
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the best white used for paint
comes from a black sand.
but not easy to get.
titanium-dioxide (td:what ever that meenz)
is used alot to stop plastic and paint
from getting damaged by the sun,
its in sun-screen lotion on your face,
td is a metal? but i cant find it,
closest i can get is red-dirt,
which is rich in iron.
granite is quartz-rock (glassy white)
and feldspar(blackish?) comes in grey or pinkish stone.
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mix into your dream-mix
some kind of bug-repelent herb
like pine-tree smoke?
prevents mold and
nothing grows under a pine tree...
hint...hint... not over 5%percent
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home-made sheet-rock?
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you will need some bug-spray,
ants were very bad sometimes,
use chalk?
watch where you sit down.
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ticks: a bug attaching
to your skin... i found came
right out if i tapped it
to tell it to get out,
then wait 10 minutes,
then just twist it
one-quarter turn only
and pull out at an angle,
not straight out.
dont squash it,
spreds germs.
make sure its head comes out,
or you better heat the head
so germs are killed.
so tiny.
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prevention: eat right, walk right.
fast-relief ideas dont work,
they only make you 'feel' better,
but dont fix the problem.
fast-releif it incourages you
to keep doing wrong.
eat-well sleep-well.
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sometimes
i didnt even have spoons,
very bad, germs spread.
kept one hand for eating,
the other hand for pooping.
always carry toilet paper
and seeds, that way,
when you poop, you can
plant somthing too.
get ten things done at once.
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bury poop in the dirt,
or in newspaper for now.
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no jerks...
if your walking... and
someone comes
dont move quickly.
move slowly,
walk on your heels,
not your toes,
or you will break somthing.
for no reason at all.
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better yet...
try to get down low
till you know better
what to do,
like bears and wild cats do.
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last-day at summer-camp,
still got my broken pencil
looking at paint-can labels:
---plastic roof cement:
12.sq.ft.pr.gal.@ 1/8th"thick
(12 square feet per gallon
at 1-8th inches thick)
seals leaks under water
analysis: heavy-bodied
asphat reinforced with
long-fiber canadian asbestos
(asbestos is rock that
turned into glassy-hairs
found near volcanoes by romans)
an additive is added that
displaces water... meenz?
i think it meenz if you
put dirt in a jar of water
and shake it, it will
separate into layers,
water will be on top
not on the bottom,
so the additive must be
some kind of clay-dirt.?
they wont say.
see 'hydrolic-separation'
stands hot and cold weather,
has no air-pollution restrictions
as of 1976.
apply it 1-8th to 1-4th "inches
thick. and 2" beyond hole.
if hole being patched is big
bigger than 2" the goo cement
can be made stronger by adding
open-mesh glass-fabric into it.
like adding straw to clay-slop
to make the block stronger.
clean tools used with kerosene
wd-40, or paint-thinner, spirits
all of which are hi in h+c.
caused by distilling, like terpentine
they all penetrate (go deep)
what they touch,
skin,wood,stone,brick...
soaks it up like water to a sponge(foam)
so its not good? for long uses
on skin, eyes, breathing it.
it interupts living systems
(whatever they were doing)
like dumping grease on a highway
or a walk-way, something is
going to happen.
---wd-40:
a petroleum distilate
(basicly a paint-thinner)
protects metal (interups oxidation
so air cant eat the metal quickly)
yet breaks rust, rusty parts (oxydated)
---shoo-goo:
contains chlorinated(a chemical crafting process)
hydrocarbons(h+c) solvents, perchloro-ethylene,
ethylene is a specially-spun plastic,
look for words on bottom of drink-containers
pet and hdpt and hpte
!!!remove all rust, dirt, and mildew, and slick layers,
oils, smooth surfaces, etc. before applying goo.
---asphalt emulsion:
for roof-metal or masonry weather-protection
100.sq.ft.pr.gal, needs no heat(method)
nor thinner(method),waterproofs above or below grade
(below ground is different, water can act like a
pressure, pushing its way out of the wall and paint,
water above ground dosnt do that. cuz your above grade.
preserves metal tanks and wood, anything under-ground.
hmm... hobbit-ville here i come.
---exterior house-trim satin-latex:
sun-proof, non-chalking (? will not become the powder you are breething as it gets old), fast-dry(some additives make things dry faster... powder?lime?)
mildew-resistant, 400.sq.ft.pr.gal (very very thin)
surface must be primed,smooth,non-porous surfaces only
caution: condenses...releases? ethylene-glycol (plastic-goo-gas-toxic? and esters cause kidney and liver damage.
do not breeth,eat, get in eye.
order of analysis:
acrylic-resin (spun-c+h-glop) 60%,water 30%, titanium-dioxide(rusted metal) (protects from sun), ethylene-glycol, esters + additives = 10%
---aluminum cans:
found everywhere i go,
tempted to use them for
roof-tile s=shingles.
shels are small enuff.
---thompsons water-seal:
water-proofing formula
200.sq.ft.pr.gal
famous picture of seal
sea-animal.
water-proofing formula
smells like spirits or
any other thinner. kerosene?
solvents
analysis:
contains petroleum distilate.
not for water-based paints or stains.
application:
add to paint-mix or 3-30 days 'before'
laytex paint coat. let soak 15min.
use on wood,brick,stone,concrete,canvas,
adobe,vegetation?
slows efflorescence and cracking.
is-not for below-ground uses.
where water-forces create hydrolic
pressure
---phosphates = piss? powder foam milk
---satin-latex wall-paint for in-terior use
analysis:
pigment = 33.8% (crayon colors?)
contains:
titanium-dioxide 15.9%(metal, use alumina?)
the four most common elements on earth:
silica alumina nitrogen
silica + silicates 17.9% (sand, quartz)
tinting material < %5
vehicle 66.2% (helps move things into place,
and keeps it in place)
contains:
vinyl-acetate ( special-spun c+h plastic with a chemical-method) is? acrylic-resin 13.6%
glycol esthers and esters spun? 2.6%
flow-additives 4.8% (probbly linseed oil)
water 45.2%
can paint 300.sq.yrds.pr.gallon
---acrylic laytex ex-terior primers:
may add tint colors or water, not more than 5%
not used as a top-coat... so paint over it.
helps keep paint over it lasting longer, holding better. prime: meenz it gets surface reddy for painting. it is painting. it is the first coat.
useful on wood, stucco, metal
---resin-oil-based redwood-stain
contains petroleum-distilate, do two coats atleast.
for exterior finishes? interior is safer, less smell?
---?
plasolux, lead. fiberous-aluminum trailor-top coating
contains metal.
---carbides... the strongest knives in the world...
are carbon and ceramics? (plastic and dirt) not metals.
spun together of course.
---paint-remover:
100% mineral-spirits (not carbons? minerals(rocks)
removes paint, varnish, shellac, latex, lacquer, enamel,urethane, most stains... all wonderful words,
all meen the same thing... carbon spun different ways,
except enamel... i think that has... bones teeth?
do not use on plastics or rubber.
harmless to wood, metal, leather, plaster, glass, glue,veneer
danger: poison... has methylene-chloride(salt?) and methanol... let vapors escape first.
fire-hazard... until dry?
any source of high-c+h concentrate will... react with oxygen quickly, fibers in or near it will
burst into flames.
---white-glue:
non-toxic, uses: wood, clean,dry surface first, clamp for 30min.
on ceramics, broken jars, stone? add a coat of glue to both surfaces, in 15min add a secound coat to one side and press both sides firmly together.
---asphalt:
info see human-interest library volume three p.122
it is a red book in box at area-one,
see also gas-industry and agriculture industry
---how to paint walls:
draw a great-big-M zig-zag across area,
the cross it out by going back and forth,
with a lifting-motion with each stroke.
---ceramic-tile adhesive for floor and wall.
this is the only glop i found in a plastic-can.
all the other paints are kept in metal (rock?)alumina
for floor and wall use, not flamable, water-resistant
synthetic(meens man-made by oil) laytex-based for interiors, over wood,masonry surfaces, on or below ground-level grade, apply to clean dry surface, then stick the tiles onto it, within 20 min.
cure at 70f for one day,
spread at 60'degree angle with trawel
check tile to see if its sticking
if not, remove dried skin, re-stick
can do 50.sq.ft.pr.gallon at 1/8th inch thik
---words:
plastic resin glue epoxy oil-based, water-based,
baked-enamel, oleum, siliconized acrylic-laytex
caulk, paint, adhesives, metal-primer, cement, chlorinated, solvents, do not inhale, some mixes can cure in bad weather, some can cure even without removing old-paint, grease, junk first.
plastics: formica pvc fiber-glass
---linseed-oil:
great for wood-tools, wood-anything, preseves metal too
stops rust, add it to a paint mix to make it more durable tuff
---thinner: for paints,varnish,and enamels that are to thick.
releases acidic-acid when curing
end of the black-color
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another color:
much thanks to x-vizn.txt
and pi_ret89 for her words,
they helped inspire my plans
for the summer.
and sometimes kept me going.
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seeds! i was worried about RETS
they need to eat seeds!
the bag says whole-grain goodness.
but i doubt it.
the only way to be sure...
is to see the seed yourself.
you need the whole-seed.
somthing in it gives you power.
heart-disease was not normal,
till today.
but when they wanted bread to last
they took the part out that made it
spoil.
now it lasts for weeks!
and flour lasts moonts!
because it has no food-value.
strange thing is,
it was the part that made
your heart strong...
the germ, now you buy junk,
and they sale the germ
separatly.
you bin fooled.
and poisoned.
drop some near an ant hill,
they wont touch it.
bury it in wormy soil,
they wont touch it.
look at apples...
why do you think that worm
goes straight for the seed...?
is it telling you somthing
somthing health-professionals
dont want you to know?
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do you know what the-economy is?
its man-made, they make things
valuable... by creating a
scare-city of it. then you must
go to work-stress to get it.
they want to place everything
into 'scarcity', then call it
'progress' when in reality...
everything is going extinct.
when god made it free for all.
man-kind is just not reddy
for freedom, truth, and the
natural-way, ways things were...
and still are...
if you can-see them,
people are to busy(controled)
to take notice of flowers
and birds, ants, and things that
cry freeness+plenty-for-all.
and the way they act.
the-economy is to control people.
they want to limit your power.
cuz if they dont, you: may try to
control: them... you see?
its fear, its greed, its sad.
but probly true.
so sister fights sister,
brother kills brother.
anger and madness rules.
then they say the economy is
looking good.
when truthfully, the world
can exist only without one.
yoo-whoo? almost anarchy.
but what is really missing?
a new hear-t.
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RETS! stay away from arti-ficial
sweetners, god its everywhere now...
the nutra-sweet generation all died
of cancer, now they re-named their
poisons to 'splenda' brand.
forget the benefits, we are in
the 'economy', right now they
want people to be the next 'scarcity'
so the w.h.o. of the n.w.o. wants
to poison all of us.
look at the stones erected in
honor of the n.w.o.(new world order)
the first commandment is:
keep and maintain human population
at or below 500 million.
many governments have signed a
bio-diversities treaty stating it.
they want you fucking dead.
read the book of revelation.
stars dont fall from heaven to the earth.
they are to big.
the one who wrote that 2,000 years ago
saw nuke-war-weapons fired at the earth.
if you didnt know what a nuke was,
never saw a car or a plane...
what wood you write?
you wood tell everyone
you saw stars falling from heaven,
killing everything.
mostly everything.
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eat sweets and foods as closely to
the natural-state as you can get
thats all i can say.
fresh is not easy these days,
people accept a little poison.
-
splenda sweetner is just one strange word
i seen on containers.
do you know what rat-poison is?
read the ingredients yourself:
its 99.99% good-food stuff you like-need.
and 00.01% hexatetrahydro whatever, to kill you.
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yes, i still explore-travel with a bed-sheet,
the leef-pattern on is identical to my surroundings,
it has saved my neck many times,
places and things i can not write,
strange things i seen,
you must live it to believe it.
-
i know the one reeding this
will.
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other colors:
i was right,
i was worried about winter-camp all summer,
now i will be drewl-ing over summer-camp ideas,
all winter.
i am a steward, a servant of many things now,
its good things i worry about. so, its o-k.
-
then god takes them all away,
to remind me who he is,
and make me cry,
he is all i need.
then he gives me twice as much as i had before,
because my heart is right.
he knows i can be responsible,
(in ways only you and you only can respond)
but only when i remember,
things... are not... my god, they dont save me.
he saves me, he is my joy.
your Maker made you for him,
and things for you.
you were not made...
for things.
-
called to be a ruler.
not to be a slave.
-
called to have dominion (care)
not smash the earth to bits.
-
found a man-size sickle in the basement,
this thing cut grain, made men strong.
i wrote a note on it:
hold this stick
and it will give you life,
gas-prices will not.
-
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found old water-pipes
going to the sink,
insulation around it,
a blak-glopy sap-pitch-paint
on the fluff made the outside stiff,
kept it dry.
looked like a coat dipped in mud
and dried hard.
still fluffy on the inside.
this made me think...
my shelter cood be
fluff, and poorly built,
but if it had just a
thin layer of glop to
keep out rain, and make it
airproof...
just like an egg...
white-jelly insulation
protected by a
super-thin calcium layer.
-
boil an egg, cut the white,
when dried it shrinks,
cuz it was foam?,
turns clear, and wont crack.
like elmers clear-glue.
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also found stiff-foam...
a big styro-foam block,
covered lightly with tar.
a simple trick.
but amazing what ideas
it gives me.
carving things i want,
from fluff
then lightly painted to
protect it.
you cood make a wonder land!
sounds like movie props.
sounds like ceramics...
just dirt... with a thin goo
of protection, bone-hard.
sun-proof.
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more colors:
at night in the new area...
i felt the strange presence
of the way this area must
have bin-like 100-years ago,
i record it now because,
when you get to know the people,
and the sun comes up...
they will paint another mind on you.
(todays attitude, present times)
and you wont see or sense...
what was, what cood yet be...
what shood be.
these are joys only a traveler sees,
everyone else forgets... daily...
because they live here.
they wake up, and get used to a...
rutt.
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a small place for water, hay, seeds
becomes a place for the boy i was,
homeless,miss-led by short-term viktory
of wrong methods (the economy, cars?)
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collect water and seed,
be with them * who do,
set tasks for boys and girls,
make rooms for flocks and birds,
and strangers too.
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method: lay aside all else,
cut to save time,
expect attacks, raids,
holocaust-type arrests,
naybr boys traking you.
and snooping grls.
all a threat to your location.
i want to help them...
but not when they are this close,
must move out of this area.
dont wake the beez!
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saw a few computers...
but i need one of those
gadgets i saw in a office-supply store.
it was shaped like...
a broken pencil.
you plug it into the keyboard port,
then the keyboard into it.
it is fairly un-noticable.
it records all keystrokes made by
the user.
when the user is gone...
a special command opens up it memmory
and displays all the things the user
typed...
this includes passwords...
i hope...
or you got to open the computer and
hit some kind of dip-switch to
totaly re-start the computer...
as-in... totaly... new password, etc.
try these search-words at google.com:
key-stroke record attached to keyboard input
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this record got long!
umm... i dont just
type what im thinking.
most of it was from
the broken pencil...
and used it only when
somthing seemed real
important to note.
so im not just jibbering.
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hope you liked it.
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not at all accurate, not
at all interesting... but
it shows someone is sniffing
around for c.l.w.z.
c=containers
l=lights... a clock was fun too.
w=water
z=zaps=power-plug-ins
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when i get to winter-camps
i got four thing to fix
#1 post this long report 8-8-07.txt
#2 find a place for stuff
#3 find+share stuff again
#4 re-peet what i did this summer
in winter spots new.
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eternal life is right stand and step with god.
it is not somthing you earn, he gives,
if he gives, you take, take it on faith.
in hope, with love.
you can ask... but i choose to take.
-
-no end-
-
umm...
it may be flash-backs from
a water-proof study 2005
called 'tar905'
im ending a new one.
will post it when wording is...
u-z-ble
like... soybean-oil
shood be called salad-dressing.
where-else are you going to find it?
melted margarine?
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asphalt shood be called road-chunks
things people knoe...
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linseed-oil shood be called:
flax-butter.
(im finding this can-glop everywhere i travel, old shacks, barns, etc.)
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if you want to go at it yourself
the key words im searching (encyclopedias and do-it-yourself books) is:
paint varnish stucco adobe linolieum! plastics silicates blacks
try also: trees blood bone
stuff that is all around you.
just using the wrong words!
-
how about tree-bark pushed into
plaster...
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i hope to be back here soon.
luv.
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can I come wit u? (future context)
I wood just like to wish you a Mary Moon.
A good hug will never let you down.
Believe that please.
I am speechless. This is good. This feels good.
3 words that can save the modern world. I LOVE YOU!!
My time is limited for now.
TRUST is what we need.
It is what God needs/wants.
--soon
--again
I have so much for you already-in such a short amount of days/weaks/moonths/years. I keep writing them down-allday, when I awake from dreams,after the Epiphany,end on end on...
I hope one day you will see them cuz I know that you will like them. sead and All.
KNOW that Iam working HARD for the errection of these master-peaces. the little hand-strokes make the peace at the end of the goal. (so I say artistically)
NOW let me get to your point!
My work is never done!!! (Think about that cuz that is, what it is.)
I want you for my own. Not to own; just for me alone.
I wood rather be alone and die than share my WOO-D. (callmecrazy)
I cried today in the library. Was I thinking of an emo...no...there just was one. Do I know what It was? no...there was just one.
I know, I'll have two husbands! One to be naked (of the soul) and to play and experiment and have fun fun with. And One to get down and dirty in the tactiles with. Neither one can possibly understand All of me.
uhuuhmm...bullshit! Oh ex-use me. Let me repeat myself clearly.
I would rather be alone and die then live by all the rules of conventional society and/or share.
So there! I love you two/too???
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i want to live on a farm..
i always wanted that..
find me one you like.
one you wood like two.
and
-NOW-
i wrote you a biglong letter.
https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30617250&postID=115197639288194529
look for somthing called...
grama108.txt
here is the first part:
getnjizy4u and forgive. if i just call you 'maiden.'
grama108.txt - - - - v1-16-08, 6am. letter to the Ret-maiden... Dear
Maiden, How Are You!...? ..i just.. felt.. i needed.. to write.. you...
?...again. - umm... - the skys are... beautiful today and.... (sob).
(choke)...god.. - this is so... 'hard' for me to TpYE... ...um... -
...o..k. um...let me take a deep breath... fffff.... - ...o..k.(i can do
this) um...i rely dont know..
-blip-
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Deer Est. 08-08-08;
Trying hard to get this not so hard so maybe we might then make something hard...i meen make some more hard stuff. errr... damn!
your "um" is kinda sexy. Me try to make "laff". Love Laugh!
(No really, -- really really do/am able to type in basic engles. Really.)
If i-- coold make myself say something sensible/unwierd/unwordy/pointful
Yes, yes, that is it...point.fullll.
what is up with this ? my eloquent verbalization powers are -useless- when all i can do is think about seeing your smiley sunshiny um smile-face. i know... i will point to things (ther's that word again) Oh wait, i know now...i will take your hand and just show you where to place It/Things/Words...Hands/Trust
I swear with my mouth I will hand over something worth reading/seeing/feeling in responses-s-s to your boy-girl study AND your s-e-x-y-letters that I LOVE.
All-so i am awaiting The Arrival! of: (today) --my WWOOF 08 Contacts. I have also considered closet farming for Now. and/or jet-plain consol-i-dating to meet 2-closet-farm requirements (wish-list/fantaseas)
A battle between bought-land vs illegal taxation has me at a standstill. All-so I'em afeared of being raped or taken advantage of in commun-ities IF i do-nut choose my allies very very care-fully.
The-Best-Of People seem to like to Fuck-Me. i'em sore sick and weary of getting fucked.
is very hard being wide open. I like it like that though...'wide-open' feels better for me.
fuk those fuckers!
sooner than later
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